Angel Babies Love is not Fade Away.

Even though I've been making more art lately, it's been hard to share it as I work through a lot of feelings.

As I have to navigate some health things yet again it is throwing me back into when I was going through some of the darkest health days of my life and my life nearly ended.

I have been having replays of those scary days as the world keeps shifting into an even more wild place.

I find myself thinking of how I would be navigating life had my angel baby still be here with me.

Oh how I would live differently.....and what would she look like?

The transition was nearly 6 years ago and it still feels like yesterday that decisions had to be made for me to survive....

In the and life is so different now because of that. But I must say its art and journaling that have always helped me find my way through and I'm really grateful to have those tools to help me reflect on things when times feel hard.

Recently I've had people tell me and others we are just supposed to just get over death.....

But I don't think grief is something that we just get over.

Grief is, a version of love that we learn how to navigate when we can't give that love to the people that we want too anymore in person....

For me, as I said I channel my love through art and words. So here are a few paintings I've created in the. last few years that I think I was channeling some version of the little girl, I never got to truly love.

As much as I would like to keep every painting....I don't have the space for every one.

I'll always keep a print but if anybody would like an original please let me know. Each one of these was made with soooo much love. And it would mean a lot to me if someone else loved them as much as I and wished to display them. They are ready for homes, and they're re-homing will help me have space to keep creating and healing this wound in my womb.

To all my angel mommas out there.... you are never alone. You shouldn't have to hide your love or pain, for those that don't understand have likely never lost a love they never truly got to give.

If you are looking for a creative healing opportunity, I still plan to launch something this Thursday 8/8 stay tuned.